YoungWild&Free

well lately ive been extreamly mad for many reasons and mostly at some “friends”. how are you supposed to be one of my best friends and not invite me to a graduation party that clearly everyone in school was invited to. i didnt even know when it was i had to find out from someone at my job..and then i am extreamly disappointed in the rest of my friends for not even asking if i was coming or making sure i was there, especially some that i had even talked to the day before.. wow some friends. to top of that im pretty sure two of my “friends” are mad at me for a dumb reason that i found out today.. i gave someone who i now consider one of my best friends a graduation ticket after i had already invited everyone in my family. the ONLY reason she was given one of my EXTRA tickets is because HER dad wanted to go and watch someone who is practically their family graduate. i understood this and since there was no sense in me wasting a ticket i gave it to her so he could go which i considered seriously nice on my part. The person who he went to see is one of my friends and  i hoped to see her and many of my other friends at graduation. I did not graduate with honors like the rest of my friends so i was in a seperate section the whole day, but when i did run into my friends only 2 out of the 4 that i consider best friends even acknowledged my existence the whole entire day. that includes practice and the actual graduation. this seriously hurt my feelings. i didnt even get a hello…

what have i ever done to any of you for you to treat me this way. i was alone and going through the worst time ever because my one and truest best friend and sister couldnt be there because her asshole of parents made her move to another state.. and her graduation happend to be the same day.. so when i needed you all the most you abandoned me and left me there by myself. when i really needed a hand to hold, a hug, and a shoulder to lean on you left me..

this whole experience has showed me who my true friends are and who are the ones that were the most fake people even from the beginning..

good riddins to high school and good bye to all the people who never really cared about me anyways